future

About the things i will miss in the future . This isn't about the actual things, I will miss. But the desire for something you don't currently have. I don't really long for relationships past. I am trying to unlearn; voices that kept me... safe now. Daydreams of memories that beg me to feel on the unsafe, experience that makes me.. None of that means I want those contexts back. I mourn them because they each contributed to what I am for better or worse. components of tangible like water, the intangible feelings that come from them. from knowing things are touching me. The feeling of the naive, strength and chase.

So I remember it in this form: her she U and me

Feeling primal, the urge to chase, the Need to catch her and drag her to the ground. Kicking and screaming, Taking her to my lair. Wrestling, but keeping a tight reign on her wrists. My weight keeps her in place. kissing and biting her neck, Abandon her wrists to take her around the waist, I pull us up sitting, She's a fighting-er, And I love her raking, All she does only increases the fire within my mind, heart, and my loins, so I top her,Her eyes no long are filled with fright, they are of lust, I push her down and flip her over.she glares at me with threatening eyes. I smirk, like she can hurt me.

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