in cold water

I am still running hitting walls

her tone had changed, it was no longer friendly.

There was a pause,

fuck, this is getting worse isn't it?

How can I feel comfortable and accepted about getting to know someone, if those someone's never accept me for me?

How can I trust, when they don't trust me?

How can I stop caring for them, because they don't?

she tries again.

“Put down the phone” each step deliberate. I can feel her word in my body

It has been a life game, in slow motion do i run now.. or play cool

I touch her gently, my hand flat between her shoulder blades.

I move my hands to her hips, clenching tightly. kissing her neck, i am here now

Teasing her again to that edge.

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